Tuesday, August 9, 1994

The Agony of a Suffering Soul


Photo credit:  Secret Heartache

Miles and miles apart are we
When I'm in solitude, there's a sudden pain inside me.
The agony, the stitches and burns you
left in my being
brought up a scar that bleeds whenever
I think of your presence.
The time you walked out my door
I closed my eyes and felt the tears
raging down my face.

The air gently dries the rain in my eyes
The soft breeze delivers my sufferings
All of your vision to picture me again
Your pair of ears to hear my sighs
Your beating heart to feel my woes
Your striding ways to bring you back.

Love has a sudden vicissitude.
We don't know when, how, or why!
Unluckily, ours fall of the same fate.
If only I could bring back time
and again caress you with all my affection
and together we shall work it out,
for times and tides we'll be together.

There were many times we must have succeeded
but thousands of them we've lost.
The bond that tied us together
wasn't able to stand strong.
Our world that seemed to be one
shattered into darkness.
Mine was kept in my mind, heart, and soul
for me to remember that even once
I had you beside me
but you buried it into oblivion.

Going back to reality is the hardest thing to do.
I couldn't figure out ways
on how our love would bloom.
You left me behind, my heart is aching
As you walk away, you found someone new.
You forgot that you have a love that's in blue.

I am suffering as deep as the ocean
as dark as the night
Yet I'm still longing for the coming of the twilight.
The morning will shine its brightest light ever
bearing a whispered promise
that before the next sunset, we'll be together once more.

Now, I am relieved.  I am at peace.
Granted or not, till death do we part.